This blog is DEAD x.x

Tumblr, Blogger, etc... Hmm.

It's obsessive and maybe a tad abusive, but I like it for some reason.

Every once in a while, I get stuck giving tours of my home to strangers. These strangers are potential renters. A lot of them see this place on our website and want to tour like it's a museum, but have no real interest in renting a room. Just wasting my time... I wish I could film every interview conducted because there are some priceless characters.

Two people just left my house (bf/gf) after conducting a long nerdy conversation about Star Trek. They were both socially awkward and... you know what? My FB status will simply sum this up...

Dellea Khorat Copeland ‎: oh my god someone tell me why there are two SUPER trekkies nerding out in the middle of my house. They're socially retarded and really pale. Get out.

Anyways, house tours are never fun. Yeah, having strangers in my house is a trigger for my paranoia, but it's the whole running around playing personal assistant to my mother that completely kills the experience. It's also the waiting around for the next person who is running late or doesn't take direction well part that I hate. I could be somewhere else right now...

hello, is anyone out there?

I had to check my calendar to see what day it was. Apparently it's Thursday >.< Well, Happy Thursday! Above is a picture of me post rolling out of bed and trying to do something with my hair. This is me day to day - everything is so average right now. I have like no sense of time and don't even keep up with the days. Trash day was a rude awakening.

I realized that all of my posts have been quite impersonal. Let's fix that. So what's up with me?

I've been on a diet as of late and let me tell you that counting calories is the worse thing you could do to yourself. It becomes an absolute obsession very quickly. We all know that my reaction to things that bind me is something along the lines of... "Oh eff it." Yesterday during the Saw marathon I ate a bunch of junk food without second thought. Oh and then I felt guilty (horrible horrible horrible). If I'm going to eat junk I should at least pay attention to the labels. Anything else I try not to dwell about it (unfortunately I know the cal count of almost everything in my kitchen now >.<) I realized that while on this diet I was both apathetic and irritable. Need lots of food to stay happy. That's just the way it is.

Haven't really been outdoors in a while. You know how intense my tan is this summer? I even think I'm losing it because I've been in the house so much. Honestly, it's nothing really to worry about. My roommate asked me if I wanted to 'lay out' and I had to make her elaborate since I'm not familiar with tanning terminology. I then told her "No thanks, I'm brown 365 days of the year. And skin cancer doesn't sound very good to me." For real, it's good to be Blasian. I know the rest of you are just teeming with jealousy. Also, I was not at all joking about skin cancer being unappealing. I suspect that I am at risk for it, so really no thank you.

I miss choir & voice lessons! I realized a few days ago that my posture is just awful! It wasn't always that way. While I was taking lessons and in choir, I had bombdiggity posture. Even afterward! Sigggggh.

Still reading Three Cups of Tea.

Oh, I went on an interview with Bon Appetite Catering and my oh my what am I getting myself into? It's nothing I can't handle, but there's always a sense of urgency and an attention to detail and la la la. My interviewer, well, this is her art and passion. Can you imagine me clearing people's plates at some fancy schmancy event? Oy. Basically, still on the PROWL for a new job. Crossed fingers for something on campus...

Nothing new. Not eloping or running away or even going to the beach like I so badly wanted to do... No parties, no... anything.

So guess who just watched Saw for the first time? Actually, I watched all 6 of them back to back today (a total of 10.5 hours?) with friends and pigged out without thinking (I'm drinking a ton of water as I type... ugh).

Usually I can't sleep with a light on in the room, but tonight I will make an exception :) I really admire the series for the psychological games, though I must admit that I hate it more because of the silly mistakes that people make. A lot of stuff that happens could've been easily avoided. I enjoy never being able to predict the ending! The gory parts either have absolutely no effect or have me covering my face with a pillow.

My biggest issue is the different Jigsaws. Every person that came after John didn't play by the rules or follow his philosophy. I don't condone his actions, but in a way his whole game and what he tries to accomplish make sense. Team OJ (original Jigsaw).

Actually, Team Black Guy! His name is Riggs, by the way. I liked him in the first movie and knew that he would 1) have good aim and 2) do what I would do. Yeeeeah boy :) It's because black people don't play.

Anyways, watching Dr. Doolittle and trying to catch some sleep... Had to move my fan away from the night light because the shadow of the blades were freaking me out >.<

I noticed two trends tonight. The first one I noticed whist tweeting away. 'Hannah Montana Forever' is currently trending on Twitter. Which made me wonder just how many preteens/pedophiles have a Twitter.

The second trend was discovered here on LJ as I read away. My simple graphic should explain what I've been witnessing.

Now I could scold you people for having your hearts wide open. It's like riding down a hill on a bicycle with your mouth open. Bugs are sure to fly in and choke you to death. I'm sorry that things are not working out for everyone, but... "the time has come to put it aside" (Where is that from? Eh? You guessed wrong, the quote is from Rose in 'Fences') and have a girls night. Or a boys night. With me :)